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I really don't know how I feel about letting go. I think this is one of the  hardest circumstances to live thorough. Letting go is something that I do not like to do, especially when it deals with someone or something I love or have genuine attachment too. I think sometimes if there is love there or comfort which then leads to attachment. We attachment ourselves to so many objects, people, situations that are just not good for us to that are also  Why is detachment so much harder than attachment- I have always found it is very easy for me to let people into my life, to open my heart but when it is time to let go, I continuously feel weight, or just a shade projected over my self, my being. I am at a very sad point in my life, something that I have always wanted has turned into s situation that  never though to experience or see. I need strength and I need to find truth. I look for truth in others rather then looking and listening to myself. I seek approval form others rather then giving myself approval. Am I living for myself or am I living for others? Why is it that sometimes when we live for ourselves others that we love can become hurt...