When it comes to dancing, balance comes naturally. My body can melt into position and pause in the moment for as long as it needs to, my mind is still and my muscles are working in my favor. I wish I could take this stability and transfer it into my everyday life.  I've been working on the four agreements and have been unsuccessful for the past four days.

I cannot balance family, friends, work and school properly without feeling as if I am slacking in one area. I am at a scary turning point in life. I will be moving in August and have very limited funds to live off of. I am scared. And as I grow in fear I create a negative environment around me that leaves me vulnerable to what others say and in turn I lose the ability to be impeccable with my word.  Why is it so easy to balance when dancing? Why can I not take the feeling of stability and control and transfer it to my everyday life.