Tuesday, May 22, 2012

Voice

I just want to scream
Open my mouth as wide as it can go
Letting out the loudest piercing sound my voice can make
Release every part of voice that is held in this body
I hold back my screams
Which hold back my thoughts
Which hold back my emotions
I am holding back and holding onto 
Myself
Parts of me that need to be let go
I release through movement
I must release through sound
My truest potential is becoming effected by my lack of vocalization
The thoughts are just multiplying in my mind, and as much movement as I create
And as many breaths I take-
I am chained
I am a prisoner of my own thoughts
I am prisoner of my lack to express how I feel verbally
I  need to change
I need to scream...
I need to whisper...
But most of all ...I need to talk-
Out loud and speak ...to create  my peace